Sacred Forest Meadow

Since when did work go from exceedingly boring to exceedingly stressful?!?!?!?!

I hope none of you will ever need something as badly as I want to scream right now.

I want a normal life again.
I want to go back to school.
I want whatever the hell is plaguing my body to go away and stop driving knives through every part of my throat.
I want to stop coughing until my throat is raw.
I want my eye to stop turning red.
I want my nose to stop clogging and drying up.
I want to know what the fuck is wrong with me.
I want a cure before the pain drives me to insanity.
I want to live again!!!

Gods, I'm so upset that mom's music is making me cry more than the first time I ever heard this song.

I'm glad Housemate helped me figure out the easiest bus routes to Rio, but....

Does the easiest route have to be so goddamn complicated?!?

It's probably twice as complicated to me as so someone else because I only have half a clue where the hell I'm going....>_<

Arrrrgh......

SS Supernova got canceled! Waaaaaah!

I knew it was a possibility, after how flippant and tardy people were to rehearsals, but I had my heart set on it!!

And while...

-A David and Whitney group hug,
-Seeing Jackie from my friends in Freshman year again (she saw me crying and asked if I was ok),
-Ms. Wiggins in a good mood compared to last year, and
-A possibility of a really cool group in Food Trends who will share the damn work

did cheer me up, I feel really upset and annoyed that Lisa had to cancel the play.

Why couldn't those people just get their shit together?!? Why audition for the play at all unless you're going to work?!?!?!?!?!

My Fairy statue fell and broke her arm and finger! Of ALL the other pieces that fell of the shelf, it HAD to be my Fairy statue that was wounded! WAAAAAAAAH!!!! Forgive me Fairies, I've been so careful! I didn't mean it! WAAAAAAAH!!!!

BLUE MEANIIIIIIEEES!

Dad, are you feeling well enough to fix her?

Today was Pajama Day at school, so by the time I was dressed to go, I was ready to go back to bed LOL. I decided to bring my stuffed kitty, Purr, with me, promising myself to be super-duper careful. She had a fun time! Lots of people thought she was the cutest thing in the world and asked to be introduced. And she liked to sit in my lap while I did my work.

Ms. Bodmer's gonna be out tomorrow and the day after, and she was out today too. Waah, I miss her already! Come baaaaaack! ;_;

Corey doesn't know Wacky Wednesday?!? I can forgive her for not liking Dumbo (barely), and I can understand not knowing half of the anime I watch, but SHE'S NEVER EVEN HEARD OF WACKY WEDNESDAY?!?!?!?! *Used Book Store Alert*

We had an assembly about drinking and driving. It was annoying. Mostly because the speaker had speaking problems. I have nothing against him trying, but I couldn't understand a single word he was saying and he talked for about 10 minutes -_-. But I understood once they showed the video on it. But something in the video bothered me; the driver was drunk, and carpooling his friends home. He fell asleep at the wheel. He hit the guardrail, which woke him and the others in the car up. When he dropped the last guy off, he asked him if he was going to be ok, and then just went to bed. Hello?!? If someone falls asleep at the wheel, you should assume that they're NOT ok!!! Let them spend the night! Have someone else take them home! Whatever you do, DON'T LET THEM DRIVE HOME BY THEMSELVES!!!! *pant pant pant*

In CWr, we had to write a poem about our thumbprint, combined with information about ourselves. I thought mine looked like a fuzzy caterpillar (I used too much ink) so I wrote about one. I was rather proud of it, and somebody said that it was really cute and that I should write children's books LOL

Which reminds me, I should update sarias_stories *sweatdrop*

I took the bus to the mall after school. After getting lost and killing my feet, I turned in my application. They told me that there's a job fair on Wednesday. I should call maugorn and let him know.

That's all for now. Sleepy Saria go update story journal.

Today just hasn't been my day.

This morning, I checked my e-mail, and I got this e-mail from somebody who decided that I can't write because he read the fanfic Rowan and I are working on, TPSE. He claims I'm not a writer because TPSE is just an introduction of myself as an author written at great length! What about him??? He writes MSTs! How would HE feel if I accused him of not being a writer because all he does is copy other people's work and mock it??? Of course, he also writes some pretty good stuff besides the MSTs, but that's exactly my point! TPSE is not the only thing I can do!!! You can't judge me by ONE STORY!!!


But what really made this day hit rock bottom......
I DIDN'T GET A PART IN INTO THE WOODS!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! *sobs* I had my heart set on that play! I was crying so hard when I found out, I could barely get a hold of myself for the English exam.

Wow! I've been gone a while, huh? Well, I might as well tell you how my audition for 12th Night last Tuesday (see? It has been a long time LOL) went.

Compared to the other person who did the same monologue I did, I SUCKED! I was so nervous that I forgot almost all of my lines. Corey was holding book for me, but she had to repeat herself a thousand times because I couldn't hear her >_<

And the all time low was when we did Improv afterward, and I was *this* close to playing with Bobby Libby, but he got out of the scene before I entered. That majorly sucked ;_;

So in other words; I don't think I got a part ;_;