I hate this.

[sagesaria]

I want a normal life again.
I want to go back to school.
I want whatever the hell is plaguing my body to go away and stop driving knives through every part of my throat.
I want to stop coughing until my throat is raw.
I want my eye to stop turning red.
I want my nose to stop clogging and drying up.
I want to know what the fuck is wrong with me.
I want a cure before the pain drives me to insanity.
I want to live again!!!

Gods, I'm so upset that mom's music is making me cry more than the first time I ever heard this song.