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What has people's timelines looked like on getting passports? Has anybody gotten one or applied to one recently, and if so how long has it taken them?

Because if what I heard yesterday is correct, it's very quickly looking like Germany ain't happening for me.

And that's a really crushing thought. The first thing in a long time that's gotten me REALLY EXCITED, and I can't do it. Every. Fucking. Time.

T_T

I give up. Germany's not happening. It's too short notice, it's not worth that much money for a maybe.

In other news, probably related, I'm uber-unmotivated today. I have so much shit to do and I can't bring myself to do it. It's all overwhelming and I'm just sitting here staring at my laptop in a haze, then randomly bursting into tears.

I can has cope?