sagesaria | blech...

I'm feeling kinda down.

Half in the depressed way, half in the health way.

At the moment, I'm going through party withdrawel; we had an awesome party last weekend, and we were surrounded by great company, including

rinichan and

nandarou_life. I felt super and bouncy and was in 100% con/party mode. But then the party ended. I crashed on the last day of the party; I actually burst into tears when Rowan and David left, and I was rather bitchy too. And now I've gone into a state of depression. I'm trying to get back into regular routine and do the things I need to do, but I just feel so lonely and antsy and blah that I don't feel like doing anything but surfing the web, playing Smash Brothers or watching Buffy.

As for health, yeah, I feel pretty bad. I have sadly become spoiled by bottled water; I cannot put a drop of tap water to my lips now unless I force myself to. There is no bottled water in the house; I'm stuck with tap, which I've been avoiding like the plague. I have a little bit of a headache. I'm betting these things aren't coincidence.

Mom's hogging the TV this weekend, so I was thinking about trying to go to

evenshadowscry's or something. But then I realised that this weekend is Otakon. I immediately broke down, then remembered Damien saying that he's probably NOT going. Gah...I need to talk to him, dammit!