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blech...
I'm feeling kinda down.
Half in the depressed way, half in the health way.
At the moment, I'm going through party withdrawel; we had an awesome party last weekend, and we were surrounded by great company, including![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
rinichan and nandarou_life. I felt super and bouncy and was in 100% con/party mode. But then the party ended. I crashed on the last day of the party; I actually burst into tears when Rowan and David left, and I was rather bitchy too. And now I've gone into a state of depression. I'm trying to get back into regular routine and do the things I need to do, but I just feel so lonely and antsy and blah that I don't feel like doing anything but surfing the web, playing Smash Brothers or watching Buffy.
As for health, yeah, I feel pretty bad. I have sadly become spoiled by bottled water; I cannot put a drop of tap water to my lips now unless I force myself to. There is no bottled water in the house; I'm stuck with tap, which I've been avoiding like the plague. I have a little bit of a headache. I'm betting these things aren't coincidence.
Mom's hogging the TV this weekend, so I was thinking about trying to go toevenshadowscry's or something. But then I realised that this weekend is Otakon. I immediately broke down, then remembered Damien saying that he's probably NOT going. Gah...I need to talk to him, dammit!
Half in the depressed way, half in the health way.
At the moment, I'm going through party withdrawel; we had an awesome party last weekend, and we were surrounded by great company, including
rinichan and nandarou_life. I felt super and bouncy and was in 100% con/party mode. But then the party ended. I crashed on the last day of the party; I actually burst into tears when Rowan and David left, and I was rather bitchy too. And now I've gone into a state of depression. I'm trying to get back into regular routine and do the things I need to do, but I just feel so lonely and antsy and blah that I don't feel like doing anything but surfing the web, playing Smash Brothers or watching Buffy.As for health, yeah, I feel pretty bad. I have sadly become spoiled by bottled water; I cannot put a drop of tap water to my lips now unless I force myself to. There is no bottled water in the house; I'm stuck with tap, which I've been avoiding like the plague. I have a little bit of a headache. I'm betting these things aren't coincidence.
Mom's hogging the TV this weekend, so I was thinking about trying to go to
evenshadowscry's or something. But then I realised that this weekend is Otakon. I immediately broke down, then remembered Damien saying that he's probably NOT going. Gah...I need to talk to him, dammit!
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I left a message for him to call me when he gets home anyway :P