blech...

[sagesaria]

I'm feeling kinda down.

Half in the depressed way, half in the health way.

At the moment, I'm going through party withdrawel; we had an awesome party last weekend, and we were surrounded by great company, including rinichan and nandarou_life. I felt super and bouncy and was in 100% con/party mode. But then the party ended. I crashed on the last day of the party; I actually burst into tears when Rowan and David left, and I was rather bitchy too. And now I've gone into a state of depression. I'm trying to get back into regular routine and do the things I need to do, but I just feel so lonely and antsy and blah that I don't feel like doing anything but surfing the web, playing Smash Brothers or watching Buffy.

As for health, yeah, I feel pretty bad. I have sadly become spoiled by bottled water; I cannot put a drop of tap water to my lips now unless I force myself to. There is no bottled water in the house; I'm stuck with tap, which I've been avoiding like the plague. I have a little bit of a headache. I'm betting these things aren't coincidence.

Mom's hogging the TV this weekend, so I was thinking about trying to go to evenshadowscry's or something. But then I realised that this weekend is Otakon. I immediately broke down, then remembered Damien saying that he's probably NOT going. Gah...I need to talk to him, dammit!

Comments

[idragosani.livejournal.com]

Damien is in Virginia visiting a friend until Saturday or Sunday.

[suecochran.livejournal.com]

Feeling down after a con, party, or major life event like graduating from HS is a very common reaction. I've experienced that myself many times. I think that things I've used to help include planning the next party or fun excursion, doing something distracting (depending on your personality it could be starting a project that will make you feel "productive", or watching some tv or a movie, talking to friends on the phone, making a diary entry, etc.) Taking a long walk or doing some other kind of aerobic activity is also very curative for the "blues". Also, try not to fall into the trap of blaming yourself or feeling guilty for feeling bad. Sometimes you will feel down. It's fine to try to do things to bring yourself out of it, but sometimes if you just kind of let it wash over you, it will go away on it's own. In any case, I hope you do feel more cheerful soon.

[madbodger.livejournal.com]

Want a still? All the water I drink at home is distilled. It takes a little getting used to, but
you eventually acquire the bonus superpower of extra-sensitive taste. A mixed blessing,
but useful.